...I've ever felt as lonely as I feel tonight. It was kind of a rush of emotion--where suddenly it hit me. And I cried--not because of the loneliness--but because the one woman I wanted to speak to was no where near me tonight. What I would have given to be embraced by her and to pour out my heart once again like the old days. I'm tearing up just thinking about it. It wasn't any of my buddies I wanted to be with, it wasn't my girlfriends, it wasn't my family... it was her. The woman I admire and respect so much.... I aspire to be like her someday... She has an inviting and captivating spirit.
Oh how I've miss you, Deana. I didn't realize how much until today.